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Shine like the star, For the world is full of dark. Darkness of mind, Darkness of souls Amidst the darkness of lies, your strength this world will behold. Falling in love was like a magical fairy tale, But why wasn't I warned that it will get me into the darkest vale. It's the vale of tears, The vale of hopelessness The vale of shattered trust, And the vale of loneliness. Answer me Oh Lord,  What wrong did I ever do? For all the unadulterated love that I poured out, Why do I feel like the most broken soul in the crowd!! He answers with a sigh, Oh my sweet child, Only where there is life comes death, And that "life will be easy", who ever promised you that? Sure his abrupt exit and those unexplained lies hurt, But his purpose in your life has been completely served. This pain of rejection brings with it that wisdom, That will work to mould you into a pragmatic and stronger person. There are still lessons left to learn, Life shall continue finding its ways to teach them...

Na janey kya soch raha hai ye dil, Na janey kya chah raha hai ye pal, Nazar milaney se tu kyu ghabra raha hai, Khud se nazrein chura key akhir kya pa raha hai. Aj tujhe sab bata kar kya sab pa lu, Ya aj fir jhut bol ke sab gawa du. Tujhe paney ki chah kyu apne sath, Tujhe khoney ka dar sang la raha hai. Zindgi hai aur sang mei kantey bhi, Thodi umeed toh hai, sab dhul nahi. Kyu ye pal kuch adhura sa lagta hai, Kya koi lamha in ankho ko tarsa raha hai. Kuch toh bata dey tu kya chah raha hai, Khud se hi aj kyu ghabra raha hai. Thoda sehma hai tu par darpok nahi, Akela toh hai par bechara nahi. Andar jazba toh hai par junoon nahi, Sab theek toh hai fir bhi sukoon nahi. Himmat hai sirf bebasi nahi, Kaha se bayan karu kuch pata nahi. Chal uth bandey aj fir kar ley tu khud se kuch wadey, Bhula dey unhe adhurey reh gaye jo sapne. Zindgi ek kashmakash toh hai par sab rahsya nahi, Aj khud ko apna ke toh dekh, fir khushiyan dur nahi.

As the bus came to a halt, the curious Karthik sitting in the last row, looked outside seeing the new passengers boarding the bus. A pretty lady caught his attention. She was being dropped by her boyfriend who planted a sweet kiss on her forehead as the parting gesture. The lady looked absolutely mesmerising in her Indian attire with her red dupatta stealing the entire show. Her kohl-black hair flowed over her shoulders. Her curvilinear waist was as eye-catching as the saffron tint to her complexion. Her brown expressive eyes resembled that of light roasted almonds. The fragrances of daisies and roses only made it all the more difficult for Karthik not to turn his head. Karthik had never seen a girl as beautiful and as feminine. She took a seat right in front of the row where he sat. However the tranquility of her beauty was soon broken by a bunch of 6-7 rowdy boys who began displaying a rather indecent behaviour towards the girl. The behaviour was marked by cheers, laughs and explicit...

Today as I sit in the corner of my room thinking about all my " know-them-till-you-die " type of friends there is one really sad thing that I realise that no matter how hard we might try not to lose track of one another but the biggest hurdle in our case shall be the long distance. Hey buddy while we were so busy tagging BFF we forgot to think about those times when we shall be in different cities, when our priorities will change, responsibilities over-power and time shall be our biggest enemy. And while we were lost in bitching about almost everyone on this planet, we forgot to discuss about days when distance shall do us apart and we would no longer get to have our lunch together, no more Friday matinee with you, no more evening walks, no more sleepovers and all the good times we can imagine will be no more; how shall we bond this strongly then. Although social media does an amazing job in bringing us closer but what about those times when an impish look and a sardonic smil...

Well this is my first try at something this philosophical and this just came out very randomly. It was just this moment where I felt that my heart was full with something. Something i knew nothing of. Was that feeling of love or hatred, apprehension or hope, depression or was it simply boredom; well i haven't yet been able to decipher that. But certainly it's that emotion that made me write this piece and I just hope this doesn't bore my readers. Simply because failures have crossed your path every now and then doesn't mean you can never taste success ever. Simply because you have a tanned skin doesn't mean you are not beautiful. Simply because the guy you love ignores you doesn't mean you are not worthy. Simply because the world sees your body imperfections doesn't mean you are not desirable. You have got to see your inner-self and unleash the greatest strength you have within. The strength to take in the criticism positively. For life is a journey and crit...

Happy birthday sassy!!! Its your 7th birthday that u're gonna celebrate with me, so for me you are basically just 7 year old now. Flattered already?? Well i'll try to be sweet in lines to come since its your birthday and im supposed to stay nice but pardon me  just in case I end up bitching about you :p.   My dear and near buddy Vidhi Singh has earned this title of sassy only since last 3 years. Ah dude!! Trust me she used to be a complete nerd in her 11-12th (precisely the time when our friendship began). I had shifted to a new school in 11th to the school where she already had her chuddy-buddy friends. She was one of those quiet girl in the class and how this silent girl made friends set me to wonder. The starting few months we didn't even know each other's names properly and that too despite the fact that we attended the same coaching. It was one of the functions in our school that got us close and interacting with each other. Blah!!! Plzz dont think I'm narratin...

Before the last week she had been more of my brother's wife but our one week stay in Mumbai with my brother and sister-in-law completely changed our equation. Because of my brother's job in Mumbai we hardly got any time to stay with the newly-wed after their wedding. Phone calls and watsapp images was all that connected me to my sister-in-law then. But then quantity time is never so special as the quality time spent with someone. This week was truly the defining week for our relationship. From being an amazing interior decorator to a mistress of the kitchen; and from being both lovely and bubbly to compassionate and understanding , I doubt if she has left any skill unmastered. If I elaborate her qualities it will be too long an article moreover the blog is more about us :p. The best moments spent with her were those during our shopping sessions. I have never had an elder sister and most of the times I have gone wrong with my fashion sense. But with her I got a lot to learn not ...

I recently came across this word ‘ Chronosynchronic ‘ meaning  ‘ Presenting a person’s life in all the stages through a single piece of art ‘. This word fascinated me and I decided to pen down a poem on the word that best described my life. :) BIRD Oh sweet bird! The sky is crystal clear & Unrestricted thy wings flutter. But the storm has come and heavy rain begins to pelt down Thou doth not fear and search for a suitable hide-out. Even if rain wet doth wings, thou never deter You are ready to fly again as you dab thy wings by a simple shudder.

There will be times when..... They will question your integrity and dare your innocence , Demotivate you and challenge you existence. When it will get too difficult to convince the entire mass Keep up your morality and remember THIS TOO SHALL PASS. There will be times when... Times will be cruel and you will be double-crossed by your own alter ego Trust and love will be the words that existed only long time ago. When all that will be with you are the broken pieces of glass Stay strong and remember THIS TOO SHALL PASS There will be times when..... You will be questioned and your words will not be trusted Your closest will leave you unprotected and you will stand berated When you are left bereft in a wide stretch of landmass Keep up all hopes and remember THIS TOO SHALL PASS There will be times when... There will be brutality, cruelty, lawlessness and violence all around You will see wounds, suffering and hear mourning sounds When terrified you begin to feel the fast beats of your heart ...